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Posted on 10 June 2014 at Tuesday, June 10, 2014 | 0 phobia(s)

hearing to sad songs won't make you feel better right ? hm
i've kept on repeating this sentence again and again
'a lot of things happened'
yet it still the same and i don't have guts to change anything
i'm thinking of those stuffs that will cheer me up
but then , nothing can't take away my sadness

i'm tired .
i'm feeling so lifeless .
this year brought so much pain instead of happiness .
and me ?
i'm standing alone
and yet , i've done nothing but nothing
well , it's a something right instead of doing nothing ?
blergh just stop this madness Jihah .

there's no turning back .
once i've made up my mind there's nothing that can stop me
i have to .
it's all for my future .
i'm tired of everything .

i've heard this life is overrated
but i hope that it gets better as i go
let it go .